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jusT starTed thInking boUt m relation wiTh her... almOst 3 month we are being 2gether.. i love her so mucH.. i don't nOe...wHut sHe feel towrd mE... a lot oF anticipation we are Go tru 2gether..sUmer puncA dr sY.. jUst tO nite..sHe qUit asking me aBout me..mY life beFore..my life after..n m life with her.. keep askinG abOuT lost..abOut lOve.. sYezly.. i'm to tired To xplain agaIn n aGain.. i'm syez about Our relatIon.. but I doN't noe her..BUt she Owez saId.. she lOve me.. she miss me.. she neeD me... is It tRue?? i hOpe so.. questIon agaIn.. "as lOng as i'm wIth u" bUt sTory abOut ex..rememberIng bOut ex...is't usUal Happen.. jelOusy?? maybe.. buT it's depends To oUrself rite.. y penting niat n Usaha.. kalaU niaT naK setia n naK bercInta...tp ta der usaHa na bUat bnda Tue..suMer ta jD kan..i'm jusT want sHe tO be haPpy wIth her lIfe.. sHe's still Young..many PeOple sHe will face aFter this.. sHe now beIng paRt of my life.. am i too?? asking aGain.. are we wIll lasting 4 eva?? whUt sHould i answer?? Yes,no..maYbe?? hurm.. If i asKing her did sHe can answer The saMe ansWer thaT i want?? qUestIon agaIn.. If i'm losT.. wHut i'm gOing to do/be?? loyaL?? hUrm.. peoPle whO r pasT over me.. i don't know whUt she want from us.. stOp bothering me.. is't until we r break uP u wiLl saTisfied wiTh all this?? if u r have a prOblem wIth with yur gF..pls..doN't participate Us in yur prOblem.. i haD loT of proBlem enUff.. i'm just afraid.. one day.. i tired to face it again.. i will just let it going with flow..
my fUture in mY hand... i wanT her tO be wIth me.. keeP holding my haNd.. n i wanT her tO nOe sHe's my sPiriT.. withoUt her i'm noThing.. jusT wishes.. she's haPPy wiTh me.. and i want to be wIth her.. anD when The tImes cOmes.. let thIs feelinG jusT once.. nO more afTer this..
thanx being wiTh me daddy.. I love U more then u lOve me.. (ainsyah)